CHOKE!!

chok·ing

  [choh-king] 

adjective

1.

(of the voice) husky and strained, especially because of emotion.

I CHOKED!!! I effin choked! uggghhhh.... shoot me!!!

So last min, my girl JLo (follow her on twitter @msjlo haha) said she got us in da Meet & Greet for Sean Paul. She is the BIGGEST Sean Paul fan eveeeerrrrr! So we were super excited. We grubbed on some yummy bbq food and then continued into the conf room. Then in walks Sean Paul with a cute lil mohawk. Like him with braids if ya ask me. Nessa, a DJ on Wild 949, did the interview with Sean Paul and I have to say, I really enjoyed his answers. He was talking about Jamaica & Reggae music. I felt like we connected more because No1 in that whole room knew who frickin Peter Tosh was. And he was talking about his influence and what not. 

Nessa, who is a friend of JLo's, told her to think of a question cause she's going to pick on her. So I text Jlo a variety of question. Sure enough, Nessa picked on JLo and she asked for his Fav reggae song and Fav vacation spot. I dare not to share the answer....u just had to be there! lol FINALLY, it was time to meet him, take pix, conversate. Every1 is doing their thing, JLo was in front of me, she took her pix, held his hand, told him how much she loves him, and then it's my turn. I had a million questions running thru my head. What your fav Bob Song? Would you colab with Tanya Stephens? 

I go up and smile, Take my picture, his hand on my lower back gave me goosebumps  (oooohhhwweeeeee), after the flash, I said "Thank You"... and then Walked Away! I frickin WALKED AWAY!! CHOKE CHOKE CHOKE!!! What an idiot! Like a lil fat girl getting shy in front of her crush in high school! hahahahaha OMG, Im sooo kicking myself right now. On our drive home, I kept telling Lupe how much I wanted to bang my head against a brick wall! My fam one by one is asking how was it? I roll my eyes while the ones who knows the story laugh. Mui stupido!

Hopefully, I can meet him again and redeem myself:( Until then....ofa atu ofa'anga! lol

one of my FAV Sean Paul songs.... a good kickin it drinking song.....